Prom is right around the corner and Just got my shoes that match my dress but I'm really not as excited as I thought it would be. I don't have a date yet but then again no one does. I do have a back up date, my best friend. So if I never get a date he will suit up and escort me on our big night.
    Things can be so fustrating sometimes, I've been working double time in order to get prom, senior night, my sister's graduation and my own graduation off. I can't wait until I fly out for my sister's graduation so I can just get away from school and work for awhile. I think I have well deserved my vacation. 
    I thought I would be so excited about my senior year by now but I really don't feel anything yet. Maybe I'm scared, or maybe I'm beginning to second guest myself and my future plans. I wish I knew the answers like where I'm going for college or who I'm going to prom with. I feel like I'm falling behind but I'm way ahead of everyone else I keep talking to, which is a truely unsettling feeling. I'm running out of time so now it's time to step up and pull threw. Time to get to work.