The Magnet Tribune
No NeedThursday, March 22, 2012 By Elizabeth Flores
Having feelings for him is such a torture. I watch him as he walks by. I stare at him, waiting for him to smile. Trying to let him know I care and appreciate his existence. I can’t deny I really like him but I have to stay quite. No need to let him know, he has her. I don’t fit in his world; I don’t belong next to him. And that’s just how it is. I can’t deny I would love to be the one he hugs, the one he kisses, the one he calls beautiful. He would complete my life; I would be the happiest girl ever by his side. Making him smile or laugh would be my job. But I stop dreaming and I wake up to reality. No need to cry myself to sleep. No need to impress him. No need to fight for him. I can’t lose his trust, his view, and the color of his eyes. I’m happy just seeing him. Knowing I have him the next day. Knowing I will talk to him again. I know he knows I feel something for him, but he likes playing with my heart. He calls me when he wants and I can’t get mad. I have someone in my life and so does he. We are both taken; we both already have someone to call boyfriend/girlfriend. May it be by the wrong person? Our feeling must be confused; deep down does he like me too? My friends call me crazy; they say he’s just a crush. That I’m Mature enough to understand. I can’t deny they’re right. So I have decided to keep my mind of him. I can’t let him ruin my relationship, he’s really nobody. I’m nobody. To him I’m just another girl walking in the hall ways. And probably will stay as the girl in the hall way. |